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Grabe ka busy lately, no time for Ebay or FB (which is bawal naman talaga). I hope that whatever I am doing right now will be worth it and I'm not just wasting my time. I am super sleepy pa rin and I will go to bed, again.
I was really anxious not until I saw my IELTS result on the internet and YES, nakapasa ako! Yay! The reason why I was really worried about it because I knew that I answered the questions sa Reading Exam incorrectly. Instead Yes and No, I answered True or False, hahaha. But there is no use talking about it now because I already made it! God is good all the time indeed! I thought I will get 5 or lower for Reading,but I got 6.5, lolz nakakabit pa. Just don't ask about my Writing Exam puh-leazzz. And wala nay makabuot sa ako mag bisaya ko ! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE! And now, I can spend my money na to buy shoes, sandals and lots of shoes and everything I want (that I can afford) kay dili nako maka-retake, weeeee! This is it!
Wah! This week is a very crucial week for me. Good luck sa ako sa IELTS this Thursday and Saturday. OMG! I need the blessing and the power of God to come cover me para maka-pasa ko. Phew! As in...................
Glad to know someone is reading my blog. I stand corrected, it's not OCD that I experienced before it's Hypochondriac (or closer), hehehe. Anyway, it's a state of mind that you are sick of something even if you are not. My extensive checking of lock doors and checking of switched of switch is an OCD. And in the case of my cousin, he would walk backward sometimes when he will hit something on his way. He would walk backward and touched that something that hit him, a million times before he will walk away. And if you touches him, lagot ka, malangan jud ka... hahahah. He feels bothered when he will not do it. But that didn't last that long, we both had it back when we were in grade school. Until the time that we got so busy to mind simple things like that. And we got over it!
So I have been watching this series in the US entitled 'OBSESSED'. This shows the different kinds of OCD that a person can have and how to treat it by using different methods possible by very experienced professionals that has been treating OCD for a long period of time.
Now, from watching the series, I just can't figure out why the OCDs of these people last for a long period of time. I mean, aren't they getting tired of it? If they are why can't they just stop it? I am just not sure but I believe everyone of us been through in a situation when you are bothered by different kinds of activities or things. I would site one example of OCD that I had experience that I really can not forget. It is the one that me and my cousin had that probably not a lot of people that we had share this stuff too and we never really gave a big deal about it before. I had a Blind Phobia when I was still in grade school. My parents and relatives are preventing me to play under the heat of the sun every afternoon during my summer vacation and they wanted me to sleep (that's what they all want us to do during the afternoon right?), that is why they tried to scared me that if I stayed too much in the sun and feathers from roosters (because we had a lot roosters in our place that time) and wings from mosquitoes (we had a lot also) and other small stuffs will get into my eyes that will make me blind forever. And so, the kid I was, I was very afraid to get blind and tried to protect my eyes all the time. Everytime we travel, I would cover my eyes with a fan or with my hands to prevent anything from getting close to my eyes. And sometimes, it is very invulnerable that your eye lashes will get inside your eyes and sometimes it would hurt when move your eye balls, and that would freak me out. And soon, I never wanted to get out of the house to play, I'd rather watch them from our balcony playing while I cover my eyes with anything. Until my mother got really worried that I never wanted to get out and play anymore and I would rather spent all day watching cartoons and that lasted for a month. My mother is always begging me to get out of the house and play but I would cry like a brat because I don't want to. It went on and one until one day I realizes that I am doing is really really stupid. I wanted to break out from this anxiety feeling that something wrong might happen every time I do anything. And it's really tiring, believe me! With my own will to fight the anxiety feeling and discomfort every time and to stop thinking about it all the time, I finally got over it and went out and play the hell if they I get blind. When I got used to it, it will totally not bother you anymore and soon will forget about it and you will leave a normal life again.
My thought is that, maybe the reason why there a lot of OCD sufferers in the states rather than other countries is that we don't think about it too much. We don't embrace it just like some of them do and the 'bunal' and 'kasaba' that we get from our parents if we act weird or something is unacceptable, that is why we tend to get it out from our system and over come the feeling of anxiety (it has positive effect sometimes). Also, the pressure and the teasing that you will get from your peers is an embarrassment to us, we tend to not to comfort the feeling that we had. You will get into trouble if you call someone 'crazy' during grade school years.
What I am trying to say is that, it's just all in the head. If you really wanted it out from your system why don't you make an effort to do it. Don't make any excuses why you can't avoid it. If you have a will there's a way, if you don't then there's a lot of reasons why you can't. You just have to help yourself. If you really can't seek psychological assistance, it's scary you know !!! I am sure you don't want to be indifferent.
I am very happy today because I get to meet Chubby's whole family from Manila and was able to spent time with them even for just a while. They were really great and nice to me. They treated us to different restaurants and also we watched movie the IP Man. I am happy because my Chubby is really proud of me. I just lurv him so much!!! I am very sleepy now, go to go and sleepy already.......
Hello there everybody. Lately I was not able to update my blog because of busyness. So many things needs to be done and yet so little I have to finish everything. I am just blessed that I know how to handle things and manage my time (hahaha, char lang!). So, every time I arrived at home I am tired and sleepy and will cause me to type and post non-sense comments and topics, that is exactly what I want to prevent from happening. I am just worried about things one of those things is IELTS that I can't think of anything to write about except for the topics that we had during the drills. I just knew that I have selective listening and reading. Too bad for me because I will be taking the IELTS this month of June. Just wish me luck and I am very sleepy.... night! Ciao!
My chubby is away so basically, I don't know what to do and where to go when he's not around. I went home early so that I can go to church with my mama. After church, we went to the post office to apply for a postal ID. Damn! it costs me a lot! And now, I am very sleepy and want to go to bed. Nyt2x.
PS. Chubby texted me that he'll be home by Wednesday, just nice! Now, I have to figure out what my 2 boring days will be.
OMG! Globelines Broadband service really really upsets me and it really SUCKS big time! They promised to connect the internet within 2 to 3 days (duh, the catch!) but until now and haller it's been almost 3 weeks for crying out loud, I still don't have any updates if they still have plan to install my internet. The dealer told me that that is how the broadband installer deals with the installation and I just have to wait until they call me and schedule the installation. WTF? Is that for real or I will just pretend that he did not say that?! Is that the kind of service that everybody get from a FREE installation offered by Globe? I really don't mind paying for the installation fee, basta fast ang service. I called the dealer earlier and cancelled my application. I can't imagine the customer service that you'll get when you are their customer. Also, I heard their internet connection is not that stable so okay na rin na nag-cancel ako. Bleeeeeeeeeeeeh! :p I already asked my mama to apply for a SmartBroadband next week. I think their service is better and installation is much faster.
OMG it's Monday morning and the bwisit taxi driver really piss me off! Monday na monday gipa-init akong ulo!!! Grrr !!! Maka bwisit jud nang driver nga walay kambyo!!! AS IN!!! Earlier around 4:20AM, I rode a taxi para dili ko ma late!!! I arrived at the office at around 4:17AM so I am not late. Sadihang and bwisit na driver walay kambyo, gipakita pa niya sa ako ang tag 100 ug uban pa niyang kwarta!!! I cut him short and told him "Nong! Imoha na nang akong kwarta, sunod ha ayaw pamasahero pag wala kay kambyo ha?! Hasol kaayo ka sa imong pasahero bah!". Animals jud kaayo!!!
It is final that I will not be taking the May's IELTS exam. I will wait until June, until my Aunt can fulfill her requirements. Anyway, I am not in a hurry (for now) and there are still lots of requirements to complete like passport and ID's. I need to have 4 valid ID's before I can get a passport and guess how many ID's I have? Only 1, company ID Harharhar! Alright, whatever! I am now trying to get my Voter's ID from COMELEC, Postal ID and driver's license. For sure, I will never ever get a BIR TIN ID not unless I don't have any other choice because I will not be paying P1,000 for just a piece of paper. They are asking from me a thousand pesos before they can give me that shit of paper because my application or membership is already over a month. They told me that I need to get my ID within 1 month after I applied for it. Haller! It was not stated in their website! Well, I guess that's another way the government is getting money from our own pocket. Successful business men are politicians!
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